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Los juegos del amor by marianamoka, literature

The girl with the cane by marianamoka, literature

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Mierda by marianamoka, literature

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My Bio
Lacanian Psychoanalist,
Writer,
Sax Player,
Cinema Lover.
<fbr/>I smoke compulsively.

I overanalyze, get carried away by the smallest, most irrelevant details. I am a pain,
and also intolerant.

I care compulsively, talk compulsively.

I´m overstimulated, can't keep my voice down, won't keep my voice down.

I'm passionate, intense, annoying.

I lie compulsively.


So does everybody.

Favourite Visual Artist
Salvador Dali
Favourite Movies
Mulholland Drive. The Hours. Running with Scissors. Trois Coleurs: Bleu
Favourite TV Shows
Girls. Arrested Developement. House of Cards.
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Radiohead. Nine Inch Nails. Tool. Fiona Apple.
Favourite Books
Steppen Wolf. Demian. Rayuela. Ecrits.
Favourite Writers
Hermann Hesse. Julio Cortazar. Jacques Lacan. Sigmund Freud.
Favourite Games
Board Games: Chess, Risk.
Other Interests
Psychoanalysis. Dancing.
Me empiezo a convencer de que se trata de una tristeza reprimida. Me he encontrado a mi misma recordando como se siente dormir en todas las posiciones posibles y sin sentir dolor. No alcanzo a rememorarlo del todo, fantaseo que mi pie derecho despierta de mi entumecimiento pero no puedo recordar la sensaci&#243;n. Anoche llor&#233; despu&#233;s de escribir. Im&#225;genes de los doctores y los abogados daban vueltas en mi mente, luego pens&#233; en &#233;l, me cuesta creer que tengo un novio. Despu&#233;s de todo, cada relaci&#243;n que constru&#237; a partir de mi separaci&#243;n se desintegr&#243; muy prematuramente. De hecho, estuve a punt
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Hay d&#237;as en los que salir de la cama es una misi&#243;n imposible. Y no es falta de voluntad, conozco la pereza depresiva como la palma de mi mano, pero este no es el caso, lo siento en mi cuerpo. Imagino que el problema es en la sangre, que le falta hierro, que no circula bien, que el ox&#237;geno no alcanza a llegar a mi cerebro al mismo tiempo que los neuro-transmisores mensajeros de mis (quejas y) demandas. El solo hecho de respirar lo llevo a cabo con arduo trabajo, ni hablar de mover un dedo, basta con que lo intente para que devenga desmedido mi ritmo card&#237;aco. No s&#233; si me duele el pecho, la espalda o la boca del est&#2
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Anoche so&#241;&#233; que ca&#237;a de una cama particularmente alta Record&#233; consumir ketamina y al colch&#243;n elev&#225;ndose hasta atravesar el techo Y ver las estrellas Y ver la ciudad como dormida de costado Caminar por las paredes de los edificios y asomarme en las ventanas como alcantarillas La tierra en occidente y las nubes en oriente No exist&#237;a arriba o abajo Ser&#237;a imposible saltar al vac&#237;o Tendr&#237;a que planear un nuevo m&#233;todo para suicidarme
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Thank you for the :+fav: while I was away.
Thanks so much for the :iconfavplz: